With all due respect. I think its safe to say , that someone has already said what you said a looooooooooooong time ago. But i don't think its the case anymore....forgive me if that sounded rude. Wasn't intentional , i just think star needs to sit down and just ...think where's he's going. I have a friend who is in a similar situation as star but he just keeps watching vids/slowly learning at their own pace/ it takes some people longer than others. And there are still quite alot of beginners on BB online - as well as Beginner rooms. idk.. Forgive me.