Thats were your wrong - if theres anything you can count on its that I will play selfishly and use any opportunity to experiment and possibly simulate difficulty in an attempt to create growth. "Serious" play is rarely on my agenda and I would rather find a way to use a fight to skill up something that I am lacking and measure the opponents response and then see how I can adjust accordingly. Besides even in the games that I did go supercereal you still acted like you gave up and walked into stuff - it was pretty pathetic
I was actually trying to give you the benefit of the doubt - believing that you would respond violently to my more passive approaches and attempts to be more of a defensive minded player - which I still need exp on vs hakumen - and cause me to alter my plan or succeed in the defensive play. Alot of the time I was trying to observe your movement and neutral game rather than press buttons of my own - learn and adapt accordingly - but I guess you were too busy feeling bad for yourself to see it for what it was