I do appreciate the multitude of suggestions from everybody (makes me feel so loved*)
I think a brief or even an extended break is in order.... Its nice to know that other ppl go through the occasional slump as well -- hopefully itll pass when Im feeling up to BB standards again- I'd love to participate in ranbats but a drive to cali is just unlikely to happen anytime soon (as Im in utah) and there is basically no scene here besides like 2-3 ppl? maybe?
regardless, I'll take to heart what you all said for my benefit - thanks guys