It's not that, it's just when play people i feel like i'm not too critical and i just throw shit out. i t works and then it doesn't work. i think i just hit a wall in being creative with stuff.
That's what i tell myself, i've hit the wall in creativity and skill and it bugs me.
remember when i had played makoto for like 2 weeks straight? it crossed my mind.
that's the thing. it's hard to find them. IN EXTEND OF ALL PLACES. also the fact that i feel like that's as far as i can go even though i know i'll lose it's weird
i will, just as soon as i get shit settled with it