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I hate losing matches. That's the honest truth. I used to get angry and frustrated with myself for losing matches (at some point I still do) but then I realize that losing them is going to make me better eventually. I used to ragequit at times too because I was so angry at not detecting a tactic/responding to certain things in time. But losing is the natural part of getting better at a game. You have to crawl before you can walk. This is something I'm ashamed to admit but it made me feel better just getting it out in the open.

...^ - ^ -twirls around-

...Hi Luna. :3

Oh.

It's an expresiooooon. O - o

Lol.

I pull off a sick ass 6.9k combo against a Valkenhayn. WHAT HAPPENS? I CHOKE AND LOSE MATCH. .__. -headdesks into a wall-

This so much. I cannot stand when I mess up a combo or lose because of BS. That reminds me of a Valkenhayn I fought in ranked. I did a near 7k combo, had him on the ropes. I was so close to winning. AND WHAT HAPPENS? Moves don't come out, I choke...lose match. I agree with this. I've had people do that. I don't know the matchup, I get annoyed, I need time to cool off. I receive a PM like 'Haha, you really do suck'. I mean grow up, its online. I probably would have kicked your ass offline.

Yes, a troll that's striving hard as much as she can to get better. It was not easy for me to transition from Lambda to Mu but I did it because I wanted to learn her since CS1. I'm not this bad at the game. I just have moments where I get frustrated with netplay. THAT'S IT. No need to go drama-llama on me. I learn things at my own pace. At least I can do combos. At least I have an IDEA of how my character works.

Because everyone and their mother wants to play me. I do enjoy playing people but if I feel that I'm getting exhausted or frustrated, I need to take a break. There are times where I went 15 matches against people who were better and either lost all the matches and still stayed or won one match. There are times I have to help my grandmother and she calls me in the middle of playing. That's not to say I can't play. I do try to make time at nights when I'm done with everything. I don't see how I'm any different from other people. At least I don't always stand there and give up.

....There were actually times I left rooms after winning matches. Yeaaaah...who would have thought of that? Real life stuff happens. People need to get over it.

....That's not what I was getting at. Of *COURSE* I have to fight them in netplay. But there are just times where I need a break and then come back when I'm ready.

....I detest fighting Hazama online. I detest Bang online. Trying to deal with their crap online annoys me. There's just matches I can't stand fighting at times and if I continue, I may break something. So I need a break. And I do choose my time. Its just that people choose to call me during my time sometimes. -.-

Exactly. If I feel I dropped combos with Mu I shouldn't have dropped or didn't block something correctly, sometimes I take a break and find out why. Has nothing to do with 'oh, I left because I lost and made yet another excuse'. I get called sometimes in the middle of playing. It can't be helped. I live with other people.