When I say I'm going to start using something, and then I don't use it online.
And I don't hate on pad. I grew up with pad. Just that my DS3 was failing me.
And Airk, you described me in a nutshell. That's how I am. I was sucking terrible with my Hilda, lost matches here and there and I still didn't want to give up.
Then my frustration began to build.
Taking a break definitely helps though.