Have a "RinHara5aki tutoring challenge!" Get all of us down at SVGL for one day and we just train you mercilessly on everything you have issues with! Things like not holding 9 instead of 4 when you block and then you get hit out of jump animation due to an IB, hit confirming combos from weird circumstances, maximizing combo efficiency and not relying so much on gimmicks, and most of all, NOT RAGING!! One mistake does not denote the need to be salty! Think of it this way, if mistakes were never made, improvement would be impossible. So take mistakes and work with them!
Also you're not a bad player by any means, you just have room for improvement. If you fixed those things, your Tao would be mad scary cause your pressure is fucking terrifying sometimes. Its weird to see a pressuring Tao when I only ever play John who just weaves around looking for the smallest opening and then kills you in X number of loops.