You know what? You're right. We don't want you. Your constant piss poor attitude, your assumption that even though people flock to give you advice, when you refuse to hear or accept it and give us your constant stream of bullshit excuses that the "scene" doesn't want you around, and your in general refusal to change. We don't fucking want anyone like that. Do you want to know the difference between a good, and perfectly acceptable scrub, and the "bad" kind of scrub, the one no one likes? A "good" scrub asks questions, takes advice, works hard, tries to provide thoughtful insight about the game (even if he isn't always right, as long as he corrects and understands why he was wrong, it's okay), and in general has a good attitude. He can get salty, get sad, upset, whatever, by at the end of the day he's still pleasant and looking forward to improving.
Here is the bad type of scrub. Arrogant, whiny, uses the word "I can't" a lot, has a bad attitude, refuses to accept advice, to learn from mistakes, and instead blames everyone else but themselves for their problems. One or more of these things apply to you constantly. Quit your whiny, annoying, useless bullshit, and start making actual effort into learning and playing correctly.
Until then, you are absolutely correct. Stream yourself in practice mode "trolling", playing My Little Pony: Fighting is Magic, or watching both seasons of Bible Black dubbed. We don't want to have anything to do with your attitude and bullshit.
And to anyone else reading this, the scene wants you and would be more than glad to bend over backwards to help you learn and play the game you love with friends and like minded people. Just don't expect them to put up with bullshit attitude for very long.